| Wednesday, August 19th, 2009 |
| 11:04 am |
hurts
Reasons why I need to separate myself from samantha: Never had complete consistent respect for me (prolly due to injuries from past relationships) She cheated on me Told friends and family about bad times but not the good (amazing, beautiful). She complained about me so much that she lost their support. She told them about things I did, which many times were in response to things she did. She never mentioned what she did. Doesn't have that same life driving spontaneous spark that I do (not nearly). If it's her idea and spontaneous then sure, we'd do it but if it were mine she always wanted to do something else. If Samantha REALLY wants me back she will: Think for herself, rather than be totally influenced by misinformed friends and family. Realize the incredible beauty we had in our relationship and that our issues were relatively small in comparison to the good times. show that she can be that sweet caring respectful person that shines through sometimes but not often enough... I'm not talking about that forced kind... I'm talking genuine. I believe that there's a possibility that her heart may pull her there. There's a possibility it won't. I'm ready to start off on a new foot with her if she's ready and willing... fat chance :( |
| Wednesday, March 26th, 2008 |
| 3:55 am |
yes
Love and compassion are necessities, not luxuries. Without them humanity cannot survive. -His Holiness the Dalai Lama |
| Tuesday, March 11th, 2008 |
| 4:57 pm |
just got my wisdom teeth on the right side of my face pulled. What to expect afterwards It will be necessary to rest for a while after general anaesthesia or sedation. The jaw may feel stiff and sore, but painkillers will help to relieve discomfort. Most people can go home as soon as they have recovered from the anaesthetic. However, if you have general anaesthetic or sedation, you will need to arrange for someone to drive you home and stay with you for at least 24 hours. General anaesthesia can temporarily affect your co-ordination and reasoning skills, so you should not drive, drink alcohol, operate machinery or sign legal documents for 48 hours afterwards. ---------------------------------------- ---------------------------------------- --------------------------- This is what they tell ya. I feel amazing, because I am without the insane pain. Excruciating pain was finally defined to me, and the relief of which is one of the best feelings ever. Current Mood: bouncy |
| Saturday, March 8th, 2008 |
| 2:31 am |
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| Wednesday, February 6th, 2008 |
| 10:58 am |
Writer's Block: Coffee Or Tea?
I brew my coffee ridiculously strong, with probably double the amount of grounds that one normally uses. As it's brewing, to the cup I add sugar first then cream. The amount of sugar that goes in depends on the radius of the cup bottom, but only if it is a coffee mug with round or tapered edges. The heap of sugar sits like a near-perfect cone on the bottom of the cup. Then the cream goes in... about 1/2 to 3/4 of the height of the sugar mountain. I swirl it around so that the sugar is dissolved, and then pour in the super potent paint peeling brew. If the cup's edges are vertical or near vertical, I have to imagine the ideal edges. This only works with high quality fresh beans. Try this with beans or coffee grounds that have started to oxidize (become stale- which happens quicker than most weak coffee drinkers realize) and it's like ketchup with ice cream. |
| 10:58 am |
he's green!
If we unbalance Nature, human kind will suffer. Furthermore, we must consider future generations: a clean environment is a human right like any other. It is therefore part of our responsibility towards others to ensure that the world we pass on is as healthy as, if not healthier than we found it. -His Holiness the Dalai Lama |
| Friday, January 25th, 2008 |
| 12:00 pm |
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| Wednesday, January 23rd, 2008 |
| 11:33 am |
yo
I'm good... no complaints. saving up for china.... yeah, I'm goin to china this summer! It's the same dept who dragged me to URI. I'll go and take a 6 week intensive chinese course. I'm souped. This isn't my reason for updating, however. I just recieved an e-mail from someone with a name that I wasn't sure if i recognized or not... could've been spam for all I knew but the name sounded familiar and the subject of the e-mail was "wear goggles damnit". Well I opened it and it was a picture of a dude in a hospital bed with red cuts all over his arm and chin. I thought it had something to do with swimming... scraping against the pool bottom can leave some nasty scrapes but no... i started reading and finally i realized that it was my crazy stoner chem lab instructor from 2 yrs ago. if only I could post the picture... he of course was reffering to the protective eyeware which is mandatory for chem lab. he mixed something together and it exploded, shattering the glass beaker and pushing it so fast through the air that the glass particles became schrapnel (sp) |
| Tuesday, December 4th, 2007 |
| 1:37 pm |
in this way, people in germany seemed to be more like children... confronting issues not bottling
Look at children. Of course they may quarrel, but generally speaking they do not harbor ill feelings as much or as long as adults do. Most adults have the advantage of education over children, but what is the use of an education if they show a big smile while hiding negative feelings deep inside? Children don’t usually act in such a manner. If they feel angry with someone, they express it, and then it is finished. They can still play with that person the following day. -His Holiness the Dalai Lama, "Imagine All The People" |
| Thursday, November 29th, 2007 |
| 11:49 pm |
Do not underestimate your ability. -Geshe Chekawa, "In Advice From a Spiritual Friend" Current Mood: worried |
| Monday, November 26th, 2007 |
| 2:08 pm |
words of a genious
A hundred times a day I remind myself that my inner and outer life depend on the labors of other men, living and dead, and that I must exert myself in order to give in the measure as I have received and am still receiving. - Albert Einstein |
| Friday, November 23rd, 2007 |
| 1:31 am |
hi
if you're happy, be patient. this will pass |
| Tuesday, November 20th, 2007 |
| 5:14 am |
yikes
How Taken: We recommend wearing it daily to achieve maximum results, but this is not mandatory. The final results depend on the total number of hours it is worn. Basically, the longer you wear it, the faster you will see results. If you have a non- physical job, Penis Extender Standard can be worn under boxer shorts and loose fitting trousers. It may prove difficult to keep on during sleep, if you twist and turn a lot. The only way to determine this is by trying. Drug Class and Mechanism: Muscle tissue will grow in all directions when stretched. Due to this general expansion, the girth increases in proportion to the length. The mechanism of the device is based on the principle of traction, a method which simulates the human body natural reaction to the application of physical force. Tissue cells react by multiplying and the tissue gradually expands, a principle utilized by various indigenous tribes for multiple doubling of the size of earlobes and lips. Missed Dose: You can wear Penis Extender Standard as you please. The result depends only, on the total amount of hours worn, and the traction involved. Storage: Store Penis Extender Standard at 77 degrees F (25 degrees C). Store away from heat, moisture, and light. Do not store in the bathroom. Keep Penis Extender Standard out of the reach of children. Current Mood: exhausted |
| Monday, October 15th, 2007 |
| 12:25 pm |
The Associate Minister unveiled the church's new tithing campaign slogan last Sunday: "I Upped My Pledge - Up Yours." Our next song is "Angels We Have Heard Get High." Don't let worry kill you, let the church help. For those of you who have children and don't know it, we have a nursery downstairs. This being Easter Sunday, we will ask Mrs. Lewis to come forward and lay an egg on the altar. |
| Thursday, October 4th, 2007 |
| 5:59 am |
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| Tuesday, September 18th, 2007 |
| 3:53 am |
hah Bless This Car
A rabbi, a priest and a minister have their houses of worship side by side, so they decide to carpool. On the first day, the other two are shocked to see the pastor lay hands on the hood and pray silently. "What are you doing?" the priest asks. The pastor looks up. "I'm just dedicating the car to the Lord's service." "Good idea! Be right back!" the priest exclaims, running into his church. He emerges with a bulb on a short stick, shaking water out of it onto the car. The rabbi stares. "What are you doing?" he says. "I'm consecrating it with holy water," the priest replies. "Great idea!" the rabbi says, and runs into his synagogue's toolshed. He emerges with a hacksaw and takes off an inch of the tailpipe. |
| Wednesday, September 5th, 2007 |
| 9:27 am |
show and tell
A kindergarten teacher gave her class a "show and tell" assignment. Each student was instructed to bring in an object to share with the class that represented their religion. The first student got up in front of the class and said, "My name is Benjamin and I am Jewish and this is a Star of David."The second student got up in front of the class and said, "My name is Mary. I'm a Catholic and this is the Crucifix." The third student got in up front of the class and said, " My name is Tommy and I am Baptist and this is a casserole." |
| Monday, September 3rd, 2007 |
| 1:11 pm |
Out of Supreme love they swallow up each other But separate again for the joy of being two. They are not completely the same but neither are they different. No one can tell exactly what they are. -Jnaneshwar (also known as Jnanadeva) |
| Monday, August 6th, 2007 |
| 5:33 pm |
words of wisdom
Even as a great rock is not shaken by the wind, the wise man is not shaken by praise or blame. Current Mood: grateful |
| Wednesday, July 18th, 2007 |
| 1:02 am |
so
what can this spam mean? I typed in the recurring theme "Isn't typings words into a script easy?" into the yahoo search enging, told it no, i don't want to search for the corrected spelling, and then came across this as the first result. I think that the two are somehow linked. http://homepage.mac.com/keithray/blog/index.htmltime for sleeeeeeeeeeep |